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I stand in between both solstice; slashed, tortured, LOST.




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Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.




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Since 1 Oct 2007

Sometimes I don't know whether to pity or envy naive and innocent people.
How interesting when they can find optimism in such negative remarks. And then look at them beaming innocently. Not that I'm taking things too seriously though. I would be cheating myself if I pretend not to see the big picture.

I think I really envy these people.
Life's really unfair isn't it?
Here you are having gone through so much shit and still taking more to come,
whereas some people's life are so smooth-sailing as fuck.

But I shan't complain, or regret the mistakes I've made.
I learnt it the hard way. Though I admit I get over my failures slow.
Come to think of it, if it hadn't been all those shit, I wouldn't be what I am today.
I would have been the one still smiling innocently while Death's slapping straight in my face.

It turns me off completely when people kept saying "Today is the worst day of my life." when,
for example, mum's not home so you have to wash the dishes and mop the floor, or the elevator broke down and have to climb up all the way to your house, or you have to work OT without pay.
You lucky boy/girl.
No. Not your fault. Just that I also wish that today is the worst day of my life too. =(

I also wish to be pampered like some rich kid.
I don't have to worry about having no money.
My parents will decide everything for me and I don't have to worry about a thing.
I wish.
But fortunately I'm not.