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I stand in between both solstice; slashed, tortured, LOST.




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Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.

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Since 1 Oct 2007





Saturday, August 8, 2009

I want to believe this is a second chance for me. Please, you don't know how badly I needed this. I've "accumulated" quite a lot for this second phase, the frequency was decreasing like finally. It's tough job. Maybe it's the things lately that take those eccentricity off my mind, all I have to do is work and work and not to think and hold on to things that do not stand for itself. This phase I've applied the things I've learned. From master, teachers, books, friends, people around. Friends - whom I thought I could rest my case upon without worrying too much, but I was wrong. It just proved how naive I could be. Never mind that for now. All I wished for is that this second phase will be a success. I don't want all my efforts and expenses to go down the drain. Till date, I've been giving my best. But who knows what God has in store for us, for people who persist in their ways?

Fullest potential? Don't make me laugh.
We all are selfish in our own ways.



(2:24 AM);
I made my mark