LOST IDENTITY

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I stand in between both solstice; slashed, tortured, LOST.




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Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.

SCREAM



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Since 1 Oct 2007





Wednesday, August 19, 2009

"Every day I put on this face.
It's never how I feel.
And every day brings me closer
To this pain that's all too real.
My life is strung together & these
pieces glued in place
& every single day I'm forced to put on another face."



Tight as we clung onto the things we hold on so dearly, we forgot that someday we may lose them.

:(

I didn't take it for granted. Never. The fact that I lost it was purely coincidental and carelessness and foolishness on my part. I didn't know they could render such serious damage. I treasured it with all my heart because that's the only asset I could be proud of. Sure thing. Though the route to there may be bleak, it's still my everything, my support, my life. It's the best thing I could ask for this lifetime, as I wouldn't trust pinning my hopes on any other points and parts anymore. I just destroyed hope with my own hands. Please, some kind mortal find it and bring it back to me. Till then, I'll be changing faces everyday. :(



(2:34 AM);
I made my mark