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I stand in between both solstice; slashed, tortured, LOST.




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Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.

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Tuesday, July 7, 2009

In life, we, inevitably, will lose some things. By 'things' I refer to material objects, like handphone, MP3, etc. Often when we lose a thing, we gain something different in return. Like awakening to how careless you were, or how foolish you were you hope time turns back so you can prevent the loss, and how you can be more careful next time. But these were still incomparable to the unbearable, excruciating heartache induced by the monetary loss.

Till now, the value of things I've lost amounts to near $2K. That's bad (at least for me it is). And that's excluding money lost at stocks exchange and occasional gamblings, and the weekly money I'm giving to Singapore Pools. I wonder how PS can lose her wallet and handphone again and again without any sense of remorse. Thank God I have not lose my wallet and handphone before. Else that will really make me cry.

"Things we lose have a way of coming back to us in the end, even not always the way we expect."
- Luna Lovegood


I take it as it is coming back all at once. It'd better be soon.



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