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I stand in between both solstice; slashed, tortured, LOST.




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Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.




MY JOHARI WINDOW!

Galvin
Eldora
Elix
Gwendelyn
Iryani
Janice
Joel
Kian Guan
Pamela
Tee Ming
Zhi Xun
Sin Yan
Samantha
Jia Yun
Huey Min

Don't probe into my past.



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Since 1 Oct 2007

Today is good day (Y). The next few weeks will be bad days (N). So allow me to talk before I can't.
I forgot what I wanted to say. So I will just post recent randoms.

• The truth we were trying so hard to conceal all these years is unfolding itself now. Maybe it's Heaven's will. All the efforts we had put in will go down the drain. But I think we still have chance to turn the tables around?


• I can't tolerate another minute with dumb people. Why did I even continue and listen to you talk? If it wasn't for your status (and my image haha), I would have slammed that wine glass onto your head, and then grab the metal tray from the long caterer table and thrash your head for like maybe about three times?


• It puzzled me greatly when one at your age can be that......uninitiated? I'm not saying that I'm clever or what. But basic etiquettes and common sense.. no? Go out there and broaden your horizons. Please think before you talk. At least save some respect for yourself for your mother's sake.


• In theatres, I hate people who exclaim loudly, and continue exclaiming for the next 20 seconds. And people who goes "OMG DID YOU SEE THAT DID YOU SEE THAT?!"
  Hell no, I paid $10 to come in stare at the damn floor.


• Why do teenagers keep saying 'life sucks' and 'why am I going through all this shit' when the adults are not even complaining? And you're dealted a huge blow because you broke up with your boyfriend/girlfriend or your dog died or I accidentally stepped on your foot (literally) and you want to end your life? Then I question your ability in facing the world in future. We all have our own problems and stress. Face it. We don't have a choice.


• We were planning to play some sports some day and X commented that basketball is retarded and badminton is sissy. That stupid guy, he just offended a couple of athletes in the group. Worse still, ex-basketballers and badminton players. You should have seen how their face twitched, but they didn't say anything. He didn't realised what he said had made him sound stupid when Y and Z asked him why is it retarded and sissy. He stupidly continued, "So many people chasing one ball just to throw into the hoop is stupid. And hitting shuttlecocks is lame." I knew you were stupid but didn't know it's to this extent. Then I can say "so many people rowing one boat is .......meaningless?" (ooops), or "golf is stupid because you have to go so far to retrieve the ball", and "soccer is dumb because twenty people chase one ball", or "swimming is stupid, what for make your life difficult by doing a sport with a medium you can't even breathe." I feel ignorant and stupid just by typing all these examples, to think you can say all these without feeling any shame, especially when you yourself is an athlete to begin with.


• Mr. A saw Miss B and commented, "Why do you dress like you earn thousands a month?" Can't we just want to be more presentable at work? It's a kind of self-respect to dress properly. You can wear track pants for all you want for work. Did we even comment? I know I don't dress really nice. But, well, at least I don't have holes on my clothes.


• Why can some people be that ridiculously good-looking and handsome while some just weren't that privileged? Is it really the sins and evil deeds we committed in our past lives? It's not easy living in this society with worse than average looks. Controversial it is, but we all know very well that first impression counts a lot. It's not easy to get over with ridicules and insults, even after near 20 years of being a laughing stock. We didn't choose to born this way. So stop judging me by how I look, else after I get plastic surgery I'll judge you back.

• Bloody hypocrites should stop claiming to love MJ so much just because he passed away. Never did I know he was so idolised by people in my network. Why didn't hear any mentioning of how much you people love him when he's alive, at all? Stop flooding facebook and twitter with his songs and videos. You've all heard and watched it didn't yall???


• I don't like un-automatic people. Normally these are also the same stupid people. Why do I have to pay a price for what I have not done? Stop wasting all of our time? My time is very precious. I need to rush home and watch TV.

• LaLa's debut album is out! Though I'm not really a true fan but I think her works are really impressive. I've been playing her album on repeat and it brightened these few sucky days.


• I just witnessed a phenomenal scene at Downtown East. There's this girl doing 徐老師一分鐘瘦身操 WTF. She even got the pink hairband on. Thing is she did it REALLY WELL; there wasn't any awkwardness at all and super funny. She practically paraded down the whole block. People who know what she was doing were clapping along, while those who didn't know seemed very turned off, because it was really very noisy. After her performance did we realise she and her group of friends were playing truth or dare. (Y)(Y)(Y) You normally can't find such things in Singapore.
  
  

I don't deny that I too make mistakes at times. Everyone has the right to be stupid, but you're abusing the privilege. Our stupidity are different. Yours is just too .........overbearing? How did you do that? Where did you acquire this skill? I also want to learn leh, so i can piss people off. You always do it so well.

Sorry to offend those stupid but funny ones. Thanks a lot for brightening up our days by making us laugh at you.