LOST IDENTITY

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I stand in between both solstice; slashed, tortured, LOST.




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Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.

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Monday, June 8, 2009

I practically spent the whole morning programming this new template's HTML till I almost died. I wanted to retain the old style you see. I went on ahead despite my IT illiteracy; I feel like a genius now. All these agony just for you Firefox users, I don't think people read this space anyway.

Recent randoms:
I found myself struggling at comprehending banking and finance stuff.
I have serious problems comprehending real estate business too. I felt really awkward and embarrassed having to keep asking the people to repeat and repeat because I don't understand. man I feel so shallow. Some officers were kind but some were not.


Idealists really like to play with their food. WS brought YT, PX, Jeryl and me to Nihon Mura to stuff ourselves full with sushi. We also took advantage of the free flow of tea which was suppose to be for only two of us but we kept refilling for five of us. We played ZJMM Wasabi challenge and WS was the biggest loser. He also shared with us about how he was "speared" by some Tioman uncle. We had fun chilling out, uber funny moments with them. LOL. PX and WS wants me to blog this: On our way home, we saw one "auntie" who pretended that she didn't see us. And WS was very angry about it; he wanted to gain her attention so ask me to blog this.

PS finally brought us to her legendary prawn noodles like after 1.5 years of non-profit advertising. As always, good stuff comes in small portions and exhorbitant value. Had to go grab something else because we were still hungry, or rather I was still. We had fun chilling out, uber funny moments with them. LOL.

I finally met up with Nat, Lion, MD and Lynn after like 500 decades. I'm surprised and flabbergasted at some CLASSIFIED news they shared. I was totally swept off my feet and I don't deny it affected me someway. Dinner was great at Marsche, we stayed till the restaurant closes. We went to get some drinks because we still have so much to talk. We had fun chilling out, uber funny moments with them.

Recently I watched 五班 and was impressed. Most of them were superb. This season is definitely worth watching. Even before Top20 many good ones were already ousted. And the makeover is WOOAH. Best makeovers since the last few seasons. The guys became darn good-looking and the girls were hot and chio max. My one-sided opinions.

Why haven't I receive the call yet? I'm now super financially unstable. I don't think they'll call. There are thousands of people who are better. I'm so familiar with it why do I have to pause for one second?

Why do I doubt myself?



(11:18 AM);
I made my mark