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I stand in between both solstice; slashed, tortured, LOST.




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Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.

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Thursday, April 9, 2009



It takes two hands to clap.
It takes two to tango.

It put a smile on my face when I see my scandalous friends trying to set things straight in a very serious way. Because we were never serious. Not with them that is. ZD sure did amaze me with his comical yet sophisticated philosophical talk, which made me see the bigger picture.
It took me quite a long time before I decided to get things off my chest, finding the right words, so as to not offend anyone. It will take a long time for the next motivation subject to appear again. Thanks again people for understanding. I am really grateful.
I feel very sian.

Farewell dinner with SF at Seoul Garden for the guys going for their national service and those going overseas. I guess we won't get to see one another much from now. Oh no, the number of gamblng kakis is decreasing.

Chilled out with Idealist peeps, sort of a farewell celebration for the guys going for their national service. We drank and had fun to our hearts' content at bar cocoon. Had fun in that freezer thing. These people sure did take those weights away from my mind, at least for a moment. I wish to be drunk so that I won't brood too much. I wish to sleep and never wake up.

Project's behind schedule for now. Time for us to work harder now, though future directions are still vague. Though work is a tad boring, but there were fun moments too. We had fun interviewing some of the CSAs and DMs on ground. Some can be real jokers but when it comes to service, they are super professional. It sets me in deep thoughts and mixed feelings when staff gets all negative. We were glad that they were so willing to be frank and share. Fortunately we haven't met any hostile ones yet. Other than interviews, we observed some flights. We saw Alex working at one of the gate holdrooms. HAHA. We got the chance to go onboard the A380, SQ flight bound for LHR. The suite class is BEAUTIFUL. Finally got to see the real thing. The last time we weren't allowed. The cabin crew were busy like ants in a hot wok, preparing for the flight.

Most of the time we walk walk walk walk walk. It's only one month but we were already sick of the canteens food. I think the biometric system was more of a chore then facilitation, it always couldn't detect my fingerprint resulting jam in queues.
"NO FINGER DETECTED"
ROFL.



(10:36 PM);
I made my mark