LOST IDENTITY

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I stand in between both solstice; slashed, tortured, LOST.




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Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.

SCREAM



MY JOHARI WINDOW!



BLOGROLL

Galvin
Eldora
Elix
Gwendelyn
Iryani
Janice
Joel
Kian Guan
Pamela
Tee Ming
Zhi Xun
Sin Yan
Samantha
Jia Yun
Huey Min


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Since 1 Oct 2007





Tuesday, April 28, 2009

"HAPPY YEAR 3!!"
It wasn't after seeing all those wishes that my cute classmates flooded me did I realise it's Year 3 already.
Yes, in the twinkling of an eye, it's Year 3 already. How time flies. :(

Back then, I was hoping to get my first choice, and felt really disappointed when I saw
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glaring back at me. I was at a total loss then. Though it was my second choice but still. I had very much wanted my first choice. I even contemplated the idea of opting and appealing but now, I'm glad and relieved I didn't then. For this is the place where I had:
- released inhibitions and discovered myself
- got at least a little glimpse of hope of the future after screwing 'O' Levels
- ignited my passion and confidence

- built fantabulous friendships
- met interesting and amazing people with different powers
Competitive as it is, it sure did bring me higher up the ladder interacting and working with these people. So it's still a good thing at the end of the day. Even though my grades weren't remarkable.

Accompanied a friend to JAE appeal and saw people crying because they couldn't get into here. That's when I learned that this was somewhat "prestigious" and hard to come by. People were crying and I'm here complaining. I ought to be slapped. But now the school has opened up more spaces.

I'm glad that I have accomplices companions with me in this journey together. JiaYun and SinYan. :) Though we may not be the best of friends but we do look out for one another, guide one another along, or even a person to talk to when you're having down moments in the course. Though we were separated into different classes, they'll always be there when I needed help or somebody to talk to. I think it is especially important to have somebody to trust because cunning minorities in here will try to bring you down by teaching you the wrong things and giving you the wrong tips for exams deliberately, for example. Thank you two. And it's nice to see more Northstar heroes in the subsequent generation batches of AMS.

And now, I feel fortunate that I got C5 for Combined Humanities and got rejected by School of Business. It was a blessing in disguise. Else eveything will be different now.

Fellow comrades, our journey will end soon. Let's cherish the moments together from now on and take those wonderful memories with us. Say what you want to say now, do what you want to do now. Don't look back and regret.







One of the best experiences in life.



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I made my mark