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I stand in between both solstice; slashed, tortured, LOST.




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Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.

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Monday, March 30, 2009

What's with all the enlistment commotion? Hahaha.
Had some final gatherings before the boys bid goodbye for their national service. Dinners were great. Just that conversations were always on NS? What amazed me most is that some people were so anticipating and all hyped up at the mentioning of NS. And actually researched deeply.
Lol?
I mean army's real cool. But I'm not really that anticipating it. I believe all 宅男 share the sentiments. What's cooler than staying at home reading comics and gaming all day long? But sometimes life don't go the way you want. (very familiar hor.) I think I'll just serve and get over and done with. I don't want to be a soldier all my life; I have my own dreams and ambitions. So stop forcing people to think like you. Different people have different dreams. You can't have everybody to share the same opinion like you. And it's really rude to laugh at another's dream. Who are you to smirk at his dreams? People with no dreams don't have much. I mentioned this a lot of times here. Stupid egoistic people pisses me.
Anyway, one soldier in the family is taxing enough already, you know, bringing all those army style to home. zzz. And all those propaganda advertisement on TV turns me off.


HAPPY BELATED 17TH BIRTHDAY SIN-TEAR!
Cynthia's chalet was damn funny. I thought I stepped into some mental ward or something. But of course, Daniel and WX were there. Didn't agree to turn up but I was too early for Chester's chalet so I decided to drop a visit at the kids'. These bunch of youngsters are super full of life! KB for a while and left with WX. Too noisy in there till the management people ask them to keep their volumes down. TSK TSK!

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY CHESTER DUDU BIRD!
Finally got to see my classmates/coursemates! Had a nice barbeque and chatting session together, talking about our jobs. It seemed that most of us have signed the NDA so we cannot disclose much about what we had been doing, especially while all of us are in the same industry. Rayna wow-ed all of us with her ABCDTV airport pass. Cool! We ended up busy clearing the food like hungry ghosts because we don't want to waste. All of them were sent home by those who drove. After we sent the Goat home (LOL), Chester drove me to Seletar for spotting cars and slack since both of us having off the next day. We drank and talked a lot till we forgot the time. That night I learned a lot about the unknown, and the unspoken. Thanks dude, it seemed like I've been living in the dark, and you showed me the light. Hurhur.

Caught Coming Soon with WS, JF, PX, ZX and Jeryl last Thursday at The Cathay. ZX asked me what was the show about so I told him it's a comedy. We were screaming deliberately and laughing out loud inside the theatre. ChiaMin and bro Nicholas were lurking around the area "catching" people to do survey. HAHAHA. It's a relief that Rayna wasn't around. We went NYNY for dinner again. LMAO I think JF wouldn't want to go there again. We always remind him about his first time JBT!! XD you know what I mean



(11:30 PM);
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