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J



I stand in between both solstice; slashed, tortured, LOST.




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Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.

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Monday, July 21, 2008

↑ J & S


Introducing my partner-in-crime NUR SHAHIRAH BTE MOHD YUNUS!!
It's been really a long time since we caught up, and we finally found time!
This super girl here really injected fun and laughter, peace and joy during the morbid training days. And Hafiz. And Nisa. And Zamri. And Yew Jun. Miss those days~~ even though it was really tough..
Though everytime ******, *****, ******* and ***** always out to get us, we always laughed it off and played around. And when it's time for serious business, we can be professional and as good too.

Can't believe I stayed on after all that happened. Morale was super low as one left after another. Even the ones who have the potential were driven away. I felt dejected seeing people leave; the good ones, the funny ones, the weird ones. I guess that makes us a whole. And I was glad that you didn't choose to leave. =)

Overall, it was a great experience.
Miss all the crazy/silly/nonsensical stuff we did, and those trainings that suck the lives out of us and inflict multitudinous and voluminous bruises, injuries and scars on our very flesh and mind.
Miss the shooting days and gunning people down with our revolvers.
Miss messing around in the store with the logistics stuff. Remember how we always fought with one another with dowel poles and spars and pegs during campcraft? HAHAHA
And everytime we got reprimanded by the authority we can still laugh in front of them? Miss those times. And I miss taking the juniors rifle drills with you. So much funny stuff. Miss ATCs where we'll sneak out at night for some adventures. Miss those times being GOH too.

Miss those days. BUT I wouldn't want to go through that again.
ROFL.



(11:22 PM);
I made my mark