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I stand in between both solstice; slashed, tortured, LOST.




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Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.

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Thursday, July 3, 2008

如果有人上前告訴你你的不是,與其討厭那個人,不如感激他的指點。也不如吸收這些評語,調整一下自己,把缺點改掉。

不好的評語其實得來不易,現在這年齡層多少人是以自己為主,不管別人。所以當好朋友或普通朋友告訴自己那裡做錯,應該覺得幸運有人在指點你。(我不是在指那些拼命損人的人)

當我看見某個成年人在那兒耍脾氣,不覺中曝露了自己的丑陋自己的缺點,仿佛看到了以前的自己。還記得小時脾氣非常差,幼稚,不考慮別人的感受,疑心病重,不懂事,疑神疑鬼,搬弄是非,草草了事,等等等等等等等等。有很多人說過我,可是當時的我非常不能接受,甚至還翻臉。可是在逆境中成長真的非常不容易,有多少次想放棄,有多少次想逃避,但最后還是得面對。在這種情況下成長,的確見識了不少平常人所看不到的。這段時期也在不少人的開導下開竅,而我也真的感激他們。

現在看著這成年人無厘頭地耍小孩子脾氣亂罵人疑心病重,我為他感到可惜。當我們慢慢地長大,身邊的朋友一個一個也會慢慢離開,已經沒有人會去管你是個怎樣的人,然后你就會抱著謹有的缺點繼續走,到時候心理已經僵硬不能作改變。而跟你一起痛苦的是你的另一伴,你的孩子。



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