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I stand in between both solstice; slashed, tortured, LOST.




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Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.




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Since 1 Oct 2007

有件事令我感到訝翼。

我近來發現周昭的某個同學，他品學兼優，書讀得非常厲害，是每個父母所夢寐以求的那一型。但美中不足的是，這個人非常單純，單純到連正常的我都覺得自己心機重。

我們不能否定純真是一種美德，但純真不是永久性的。純真在我們成長過程中，隨著時間流失，漸漸地消逝。因為我們經過許許多多人生的磨練與考驗，而這些年累積的經驗形成了我們的性格，這些磨練和考驗也帶走了我們謹有的純真。人對人之間也不知覺的起了防衛，有些人還可以為了利益而不惜任何代價的去傷害人。

純真的消逝是我們不能控制的，也變成了理所當然的事。在這競爭激烈、“狗吃狗”的社會如果還那麼的單純，一定會被佔便宜。我很慶幸自己人生旅程坎坷不定，這反而像在訓練我一樣。這種磨練讓我能夠把這世界看得更清楚。

每個人的路都不同。有些人的路注定要荊棘密布，有些則卻一帆風順；父母已扑好路讓他走。這些一帆風順的人，其實除了學業好以外，他們什麼都沒有，什麼都不會。
看著這朋友那麼單純，讓我非常心酸。仿佛他白活了十八年，他的人生就只有繞著學業轉，一轉就轉了十八年。

到了這時候，純真已經不是個美德了。