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I stand in between both solstice; slashed, tortured, LOST.




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Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.

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Wednesday, May 14, 2008

I thought Psychology was cool (it still is), but I dread going for tutorials now.

Psychology. Interesting content. Interesting lectures. Interesting in-class activity. ____ and ______ projectmates. Not that I'm very smart or clever, but still...
Do things ______ . Talk and do things without thinking. Anyhow do. Pull you down. Die together. But at least better than my last CDS; everybody do nothing, and I have rush the project last minute, days and nights, cursing them at the same time. I have so much affinity with ____ people I don't know why.

And I thought CDS is suppose to mix people together from different schools? I thought I can meet brainy and cool people from BUSINESS or DESIGN. But all I get is ENGINEERING sh*t. But of course AMS people are damn cool and smart and fun, that's why school wasn't much of a problem for me.

I now only hope I can pass my CDS. The sway-est things in life is to get pulled down or killed by people worst than you. Ok , I don't mean all ENGINEERING people are not good, but still, you can't expect much from Engineering people in general.

Ok actually I typed a full description of my groupmates but I deleted it anyway.

Another thing, Psychology supposed to be some soft-natured subject but like got so many ah bengs and ah lians disrupting in lectures. And my tutorial group have so many people with attitude problems. The teacher was only making a casual remark on some examples and some students rebutted and argued so seriously and sarcastically, like wth.

I'm really mad now and I hope you people understand how I feel.

I hope I can save myself like how I did for my last CDS. =(((



(11:57 PM);
I made my mark