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I stand in between both solstice; slashed, tortured, LOST.




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Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.

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Monday, May 19, 2008

And so I'm surprised that I can lived to 18. Seems like the prophecy wasn't accurate at all.
Really thank those who made my day(s). Apologies if I was moody at times.

Thanks a million for those who send me their wishes. Your little gesture is greatly appreciated, be it through SMS, MMS, tagboard, Friendster, call or face-to-face. And be it in advance, current or belated. Thank you all. Also thanked those who gave me presents and little gifts. =)

Charlotte-jie was the first! Hehe. Howard, Adrian, Cheryl, Dmei, KianGuan, Eldora, Nathaniel, Kelvin, Lathaniel, WeiPeng, Amy, ZiHui, Rebecca, MingDe, Leonard, Victor, Matthew, Darren, AhTiong, Benjamin, Yeon, Andy, ShuJuan, XingJie, Kris, Jason, Kestine, Sushi, AhKok, Yao Wu, Desmond Tan, Desmond Lim, Desmond Teng, Desmond Sim, Pearlyn Tay, Pearlyn Yap, Pearlyn Ng, YiLing, Yvonne, Chocolate, Vanessa, James, KeQiang, DaWei, Jeshira, Lenny, Alex, Charles, PamelaTooh, PamelaSoh, Don, Kelly, WeiMing, Wei Siang, ChooYeow, KangCheng, William, YuShan, Chocolate, Lionel, ZhengDe, Darius, Marcus, WeiXiong, QingWei, Lindi, MeiJun, JunHao, Lester, Daniel, TeeMing, Douglas, Firzen, Grace, JunXian, Eileen, Celesta, KeYuan, GuoHui, YiTing, JunFei, ZhiXun, Kenneth, Jessica, Sakdiyah, XiaoTong, Gabriel and Justina. Chester, Adha, WeiZhi, Rayna, NamPeng, Harresh, KianTeck, Samantha, Alex, Christopher, Joanna, Trevor, Jel, SiewHoon, JiaYun, Vanessa, Squid, Leonard, Gawaine and some freshies. =)))

Some were really unexpected. HAHA. And some I don't even know who they are. Did I miss out anyone?? :X


Thanks the 6 princes for the surprise. It was totally unexpected, especially when you guys were so busy with school and work I thought we couldn't meet up ever again. Called me up on Thursday after school and demanded me to go meet them ASAP but I was too underdressed(T3 trial shirt wth.) so I went home first. I was surprised because the "optional" one turned up too. LOL. The himbos treated me to NYNY and a birthday cake. =) Slack a while at the big space below Esplanade, did something illegal so can't blog about it, talked about some lame stuff and went home. We all have lessons the next day.
I really appreciate them for squeezing me into their busy schedules. Thank you people for the counselling and lecture. It was really a happy birthday, though the presents were a little weird but I'll still use it la :/

Should have gone home but got caught by JunHao and his brother downstairs. I was surprised that they knew it was my birthday. So it's went to talk-and-play-cards, with alcohol(his treat) this time. I was moody so I drank a bit more than my usual. And then we played basketball till about 3 in the morning. First time playing basketball in a drunken stupor. =D


And so suffered from severe headaches in the morning. Airport Administration totally made it worse.
Classmates got me a new backpack. I've thought of getting one long ago. Thanks a lot. =D
Went Sakae Sushi with classmates and a coursemate. Still remembered we went Sakae on my last birthday, we were wearing our secondary school uniforms then. :))) Had loads of fun there while eating.
Went to the Singapore Flyer and saw some FRESHIES there! They were doing their flight simulation for their Principles of Aeronautical Science. COOLNESS. The souvenirs and little items like pins and badges were displayed stunningly in the translucent cases. It was magnificent so I asked for the price and the lady said, "Five or eight dollars for the badges."
You have to agree that it sounded like "Five for eight dollars" and so I started announcing the great deal to everyone and some freshies come to choose the ones they wanted. By then, the lady was staring at me, "Five OR eight dollars!" she emphasized. I was jeered.



Went tuition on Saturday morning. Training cancelled so went out with ShuJuan, Benjamin, James and KQ. Didn't plan what to do, end up going Sentosa, with my laptop - zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
Something these people have in common. They have a common debtor, who is me. And guess what's for birthday present??



My debts all written off!
Okay I'm seriously guilty la, I didn't realise they're still on my creditors list (not that I have a looong creditors list). Anyway, the amount is not big lah, seriously. Ok I'd better stop before you people get a bad impression of me and start shunning at the sight of me.
At least I have a creditors list to remind myself, better than those who just borrow and forget/run away. *hints hints*. These people deserve to die.

Went to The Garden for early dinner. I was treated to the organic meal. Organic is nice and we suddenly feel very healthy. HAHAHA. The person there asked if we wanted spa and James started crapping with the person LOL. I guess it's affiliated to the Spa Botanics or whatever it's called.
Went Delifrance Cafe and slacked till night. Had wonderful conversations till they pop me questions about AVIATION.
I feel very proud when I'm able to answer their questions. (hurhur i'm an average student with average grades k. I thought i deserve to be slapped in the face if I didn't say anything, esp. im in here for like 1 year+++).
Slacked till the cafe closes at 9pm. Did something illegal so cannot blog about it.
Went VivoCity to "buy things" and went home. :))))





PS: I don't always do illegal things la, i'm a good citizen okay. And these "illegal things" are as mild as throwing litter on the ground.
"but it's still illegal what" you'd say. But hey, dun say u nv do illegal things b4.

okay i should stop talking to myself hurhur.




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