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I stand in between both solstice; slashed, tortured, LOST.




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Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.

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Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Wouldn't it be nice if the world is Cadbury?


School. Argh. It's back to the challenge of getting out of bed once again. Thought I could sleep a little later because class was in the afternoon but received an SMS from an unknown number, whom I suppose is CEO, telling me to go down for meeting in the morning. And then Hoon called to ask me go down acccompany her appeal CDS.

I'm one of the Programmers for the upcoming AMS camp! AMS FRESHIES ARE DAMN COOL! We just sold our Engineering Mathematics textbooks to them. They are willing to get it second-hand. I have to apologise to the unfortunate one who got my books, COZ IT'S SUPER FILLED WITH DOODLES LOOOOLLLLLL!!

Will be damn stress this term because we've got 5 aviation modules, which also meant our memory skills must up another few more levels.

I must admit that a few of my mates are standing on my nerves: those super hardcore aviation enthusiasts. Put two of them together and you'll be completely left out of their world. Ultimate annoyance! They are so extreme to the extent that I believe they are willing to put their lives down for the industry. They knows everything, memorize all articles and news about aviation, everything. They are so engrossed and excited when they talk about the subject; you can see the shine on their faces. They are prepared to leave their homes and nest in the airports for the rest of their lives if possible.
IT'S PERFECTLY ALRIGHT!
I understand that different people have different dreams and passion, what pisses me is that they don't get it. They give me the impression that the rest of us (who are not enthusiasts), without the passion and love for the industry, should just disappear. Preposterous! We should respect one anothers' dreams and not try to psycho others to pursue the same dream as yours.

Well, if you're thinking that if I don't have the passion and love for this industry, then why do I still choose this? That's because this is the best that I can settle for (i mean who wouldn't want to settle for the best, agree?), and I bet about 75% of the people in here thinks the same way.
Passion can be cultivated. Give us time. We are all aiming for the same goal, just that for some of us this may not be the priority. We are learning more and more each passing day.


Many of my friends (i will not disclose) whom I knew and are currently pursuing this diploma, have the same sentiments too. Just in case we cannot fulfil our ultimate dreams in future, at least there's something for us to fall back on.

Anyway, it's a good thing that you people are on your way to realising your dreams, how many people can actually have the opportunity?

Anyway, it's great to see old and new faces. More than ten have already exclaimed at my chao tah appearance. Funny lah. ChiaMin couldn't recognize me, she thought who the hell was talking to her.

Nobody same class with me for Psychology, so I'm alone. It's difficult yet interesting. Psychology book cost a bomb and apparently I couldn't get any of those which are floating around the school so I have to borrow from ELIX LEE JIN FEI. LMAO.

Some of the lecturers are so monotone. And why are there no female lecturers huh???

Ok I'll be off to camp till Sunday. So till then. =)



(11:01 PM);
I made my mark