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I stand in between both solstice; slashed, tortured, LOST.




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Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.

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MY JOHARI WINDOW!



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Galvin
Eldora
Elix
Gwendelyn
Iryani
Janice
Joel
Kian Guan
Pamela
Tee Ming
Zhi Xun
Sin Yan
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Jia Yun
Huey Min


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Since 1 Oct 2007





Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Right, so these few days other than busying with work and meetings, also gotta attend trainings held by the two mysterious beings who were transferred from the other department, and they doesn't wish to be named. Super reluctant to wake up early in the morning, but it's worthwhile as I get to know my "antagonist" more. Trainings were tough, yet hilarious at the same time because of the mysterious beings. I would like to offer my deepest apologies to Lionel and Zheng De for suffering with me occasionally sorry sorry. It was quite effective but the weather wasn't the least supportive at all. GRRRRRRR!

Unhappiness aside.

Chilled out with NanPing, Chester and Hoon at KTV somewhere in Katong. I think we kinda rocked the place. Many funny moments as we performed our songs. The staff bluff NanPing that the song selection monitor is touch-screen and he actually went to press the screen. HAHAHA! Chester can turn those artistic MVs into jokes. He was rather pissed when Hoon ejected his last song. Though we always have communication breakdowns due to generation gap, it's still awesome to hang out with them. Thanks Nanping for treating us.

I think what Yan Shan said made sense. We have the same sentiments: we hate to work. She was nagging at PeiShan for working like there's no tomorrow and neglect the people around her. She was telling me..
"If you don't like to work then don't. You have your whole lifetime to work once you step into society you scared got no time for you to work?"
"Then no income for holidays leh."
"Save your allowances and use that money to enjoy your vacation to the MAX! Even if you have to rot, go on and rot, in future you won't have the time to slack/rot, you have to work and work and work. So enjoy now if you can."

But my allowance wasn't very much either.
Maybe it's just another slacker's one-sided opinion. But it's such pleasantness to the ears I want to fall for it.

And when I'm considering hard whether to buy something, ZhiXun will always go
"Just buy la, you can always earn this amount of money back in future what."

tsk tsk. I guess I must be self-disciplined.



(11:49 PM);
I made my mark