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I stand in between both solstice; slashed, tortured, LOST.




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Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.

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Since 1 Oct 2007





Monday, March 3, 2008

EXAMS FINALLY OVER!!
Had been mugging since last last week. Group studies wasn't really effective. Studied with Chester, Hoon and Nanping but ending up solving their questions. Hoon kept misleading me; kept telling me the wrong things, wrong tips for TBP and ATOMGT, that I kept doubting myself. The rest weren't very good either.

Me: What do you get when you integrate p?
Hoon: 1.
Me: 1 meh??
Hoon: 1 la.
Me: Not 1/2 p squared meh??
Hoon: It's 1 it's 1. (in a very serious tone)
Me: 1/2 p squared la.
Hoon: It's 1 it's 1. (more serious tone)

thinking to myself: it's not 1. Ask Jel to prove Hoon wrong.

Me: Integrate p is what?
Jel: (think a while and answer very seriously) 1.

shit! How can it be 1? It can't be 1 what. So I ask Samantha, whom I suppose, is the smartest.

Me: Integrate p not 1/2 p squared meh??
Sam: HUH?! WHAT 1/2 P SQUARED??
Sam: 1 LA HAHAHA.
Me: Integrate 1/2 p squared is 1??
Sam: It's 1 it's 1. (twirls her hair)
Hoon: Till now you still don't know basic integration??

Shit! Am I really wrong?? Gave it a thought for quite a while.

Me: How is it 1?
And they worked it out.
Sam: Aye!
Hoon: Aye. aye. (in disbelief)
Sam: aye.
Hoon: aye.. orh no no. Differentiate then is 1.
Sam: Ya ya differentiate then is 1. (twirls her hair more)
Me : -_________-

Math exam sucks. Minus lots of marks. I'm not happy with my performance. I was busy memorising studying my PM and ALOMGT on Saturday and Sunday.
I think I'm able to pass my PM and TBP but I totally screwed ATOMGT and ALOMGT! I think supplementary papers are coming for me. TAKING SUP PAPERS WILL LEAVE BAD RECORDS OMG I HADN'T HAD ANY BAD RECORDS IN MY WHOLE LIFE!
ok actually I do.

We celebrated right after our last paper. Decided not to go to Chester's house because nothing to do there anyway. Went down town with Jel and Hoon to catch a movie: L Change the World. It wasn't bad. I rate it 3.5/5.
Caught The Leap Year on the 29th with Jel and Hoon again. It wasn't bad either though I'm not really interested in romance themes. I rate it 3.5/5 too.

Received some information that the class has 6 failures for ATOMGT. Omg I think I'm one of them though I hope after hope that I'm not. Mr. Abbas' marking is strict. And there's no failures in the other two classes; his ATOMGT classes.
Hmmm.. *suspicious*
And he said he want to take our class next semester to find out what is wrong is us? What the hell. Isn't that worse? I've already been sleeping in your monotonous lectures. I couldn't think what's worse if you're our tutor.

Caught up with 4 of the princes for dinner at Marina Square Swensen's on Saturday night. Nat was so clumsy that he broke 2 plates, it wasn't charged to the bill anyway. Should have broke more.

It's so relaxed after the exams. It's like heavy burden off your shoulders.

AMS Camp on Wednesday! Accompanied Hoon to secret place today which was super nice. Waited for the Chester and Jel to join us after their meeting. Yong Ann came too and we went to get camp stuff.

And we've checked out some of our 2nd batch of AMS peeps. Cool and funky and smart dudes and dudettes. Be sure to rock like the pioneers yo. =D


HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMRON HAHAHAHA



(2:10 AM);
I made my mark