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I stand in between both solstice; slashed, tortured, LOST.




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Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.

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Friday, February 8, 2008

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

It's the year of the MOUSE!! So fast, turning 18 this year.

As usual, went house visits to collect red packets. Caught up with all my cousins, had fun time together. Gambled.

Exams after the chinese new year. TP always like that. I think my GPA will drop for this semester. Ok, a few days later I'll start memorising studying my stuff. I'm still very sick because of that incident. I should have prepared myself before coming into contact with water.

You know Management of Enterprise (MOE) pissed me off greatly. The main point of your success is to team up with the RIGHT people. But hell unfortunately, my teammates are dumb and stupid people (except my Uncle Nanping). I don't blame them for being dumb and stupid, but still, they SHOULD have the discipline and initiative in doing the project. So I waited to see who will be the one giving in and start doing the project as the deadline draws nearer. And you know what? None of them is willing to start. How stupid. They didn't care if they fail the CDS and retake it next semester.
So being a clever and smart person, and not wanting to waste my time to retake the CDS for the next whole semester, I took on the near-impossible task of doing the big project. So in the end, the whole Business Plan and powerpoint presentation slides were done by me. As the deadline approach, I spent my nights doing it instead of sleeping. It was tough. Plus I'm sick. The leader himself didn't do anything. The worst thing is when I SMS or call them, they didn't reply me at all, trying to avoid me in everyway and they won. I gave in. And when I'm able to contact them and give them tasks to do, they gave me back rubbish and shit, might as well don't do.
Thanks Nanping for assisting me. I was on the verge of giving up under the massive pressure. Thanks Rayna and Jel who offered their helping hand. Helping me edit some slides and do the advertising poster.
Day of presentation, powerpoint slides not fully completed and I managed to do a 29-page Business Plan which I think is mere crap, because I am not very sure what my team mates are doing for our enterprise (they're doing electronics stuff for goodness sake). Most of the time I conjure the contents out of thin air. Last few hours to presentation, JunKai and Alex appeared and I tell them to tie up the loose ends. The presentation was last-minute work, therefore it's quite badly done as it is wordy. When they all turned up for presentation, I started bossing them around. You know the best part of this whole thing is there's PEER EVALUATION! Muahahaha. But I'm kind-natured so i passed all of them except for one of them, who did nothing, I failed him. You should see the looks on their faces, they were hoping that I won't fail them.
Presentation was okay, because Jun Kai is a very good speaker. He was crapping so fluently that the teacher took his words. All the statistics and graphs were conjured by him out of thin air. And he managed to turn black into white. I was hoping that I'm able to pass this CDS. The teacher commented that our presentation was good. :D

Finally MOE is over. All is left is the Airline Tycoon Evolution report, then comes our examination. I just hope I can pass 1.2. I don't think I can even achieve a 3 for this semester. Call me out to study!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HARRESH!!! -friendly giant.




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(11:39 AM);
I made my mark