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I stand in between both solstice; slashed, tortured, LOST.




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Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.

SCREAM



MY JOHARI WINDOW!



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Iryani
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Pamela
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Since 1 Oct 2007





Saturday, December 1, 2007

Muahahaha! New post!

!!!!!!!!!! I will be super busy till February, can you imagine? Now, almost everyday go to school in the EARLY morning and will only be back home at NIGHT. We all have been busy with ALOMGT presentation that we miss sleep and meals and neglecting tutorials. Kian Teck has always been the one who kept the team going. There were many meetings and we kept making changes, so much that we just wanted to get over and done with it, not giving damn about the marks we're gonna get.

Our presentation turned out somewhat okay I think. Other groups were okay too. Finally a little relief. But we've still got two major report assignments and one not really mini Mini Project and I'm still trying to figure out how's the best way to die.

And I'm going to die at term tests too. I've been neglecting my tutorials a lot. :(

We had a meeting on Monday night and it turned out rather disastrous as Flying Pandas(stupid name!) kept shooting us but thanks to me and Jeshira, we managed to turn the tables around, the others did nothing. But still, the meeting was rather interesting as we kept shooting around. I'm still super angry at the fact that I'm suspended from my job because of......................... It was super unfair. It disrupts my concentration in recent days.

The AMS meeting was crap, but it's rather amusing to see those kids all so hype up about it. Yes, we are trying to bring down the president of the club, for many reasons. Mr Yap said the whole main-com will be dissolved too and we must re-elect 14 people for the main-com again. And it's obvious that some people are eyeing and vying for the postions. I shall put on my earphones and be oblivion to this.

Speaking of earphones, I've finally bought a new player for myself, taking advantage of the Christmas sale :D. I've got the same one that I've lost, except that I've chosen the white one. ZX told me not to get the black one, lest history repeats itself. Choy! It was after much consideration that I chose to buy the same as the previous one after comparing with others. Finally some entertainment for long journeys. :))))))

Wednesday was the funniest day of the week. Because we have to do role-playing for Airport Operations and Management lab. We are the Airport Facilitation Commitee (AFC) and we have to solve some problems in some difficult scenarios. The AFC consists of the Airport Authority (Ground Operations, Apron Control/Management, Engineering, Estate Management), Police/Security Authority, Immigration, Customs, Airport Health (Quarantine), Airline Representative (Chairman, Airline Operators Committee) and the Ground Handling Agents. Chester, Rayna and me were the Police/Security Authority and were supposed to solve the couple of scenarios given. But, Rayna was so high that day and she, Sam and JoannaFoo started singing christmas carols loudly like nobody's business, totally ignoring Mr. Lee. So me and Chester started chanting the sutras. After Chester and Rayna do lots of stupid things, they get even more high and started singing Chinese New Year songs for fuck. We were supposed to list down what we as Police/Security should do. And we came out with these:

And we literally took this list to the AFC meeting. The whole role-playing wasn't serious at all, more of comic relief. We sat down in one big circle like a real meeting, but we started playing ice-breaking games. Back to business, Airport Authority Chairman was Nanping who was super lokkok, and his subordinates Christopher, Samantha, Adha and Alex. And we discussed all the problems and the different departments offered suggestions. And most of the time they pushed the problems to Airport Security and we said a lot of lame things. The Airline Reps kept saying "I don't know". And Chester answered what was supposed to be the question and everybody burst out laughing. There were serious times as the Immigration and the Ground Handling Agents had a very heated argument about terrorists and bomb-carriers, the rest just listened as Jasmine and LingTong argued. Then suddenly the ball was thrown to Airport Security again and we tried to say our views seriously. There were lots of lame things that came up from the others, like "chopping" on the passengers' faces instead of their passports, swimsuit models on baggage carousels, etc. But all in all, we settled most of the problems.

My classmates/clique is getting more and more vulgar each passing day. Each and everyone of them sure has the funny traits in their blood. But sometimes they are over the limit of being lame.

Went for fine dining @ The Top Table today with classmates Christopher, Jel, Nanping, Alex, Samantha, WeiZhi, BaoHuei, Chester, Kian Teck and Desmond. $12.50 for a three-course meal. Everything was damn nice. Alex told me to keep all the very-nice utensils in my bag when no one's watching. wth. Food was damn nice. Crap a lot. Took lots of photos.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO PEARLYN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LICHEN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TREVOR!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XABRYNA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KENNETH!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LING!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ANGIE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIASHENG! (even though I hate you)

I'm so screwed with my academic.

把大象放进冰箱有几个步骤?




(4:02 AM);
I made my mark