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I stand in between both solstice; slashed, tortured, LOST.




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Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.

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Saturday, December 15, 2007

I practically laughed at everything lately. Maybe I've been too stressed up. Term tests finally over. Just hope that I can pass all my modules. Super badly done I guess. They're training us to memorise instead of actually understand what we are studying. There's too much points to know everyone of them like the back of the palm. And I've never been a memoriser, therefore bound to do badly. Not all the tips the tutors gave came out, some questions left me flabbergasted.

So I doodled the remaining time away~~







Chester gave us a lift home few days back. I was rather amazed to find a Street Directory when I hopped into the backseat. Being a car fanatic himself, he was super confident while driving. All the way, he and NanPing kept bickering with each other as usual. I told him to concentrate on driving and he was super offended because I doubt his skills. But he really filled us with trepidation. "Is that a red light just now?" Trust him to say that to his passengers. Kept thinking people want to challenge him to a race. So noisy and Hokkien songs blasting away at the same time. And I was surprised stingy Chester agreed to drive me all the way to my house. Thanks dude.

Went all the way to Kovan from school just to have lunch. After that they went home because they ran out of money while me, Jel and Hoon went for movie, sort of playing the gooseberry. Caught 'Alvin and the Chipmunks', waste of money I think. It's a kids' movie. I rate 0/5. HAHAHA. Couldn't see why the other adults and teenagers who were same age as me get so excited at the three rodents. The chipmunks are not even nice (they looked too "computerised"), nor the jokes. This guy beside me was laughing in a rather stupid manner to the extent of irritating. He goes "hur hur hur" in a monotonous and low, deep tone. Jel and Hoon kept laughing at my plight, almost contemplated the idea of pouring drinks on him. Anyway, I highly discourage all of you to spend on that movie.

Regarding Cheryl's latest post about sms-ing or talk on the phone while you are sleeping. JunXian asked me if I want to go swimming on Friday. At that point of time I was sleeping on and off. And when I wake up, I was amused because I replied him four different messages at four different time. Apparently I had forgotten that I had replied him again and again.
"My term tests haven't over yet la.. Haha"
"Tomorrow my last paper. But I going out after that.. Next time bah."
"Sorry for late reply. OK can, after my test I call you."
"2mr is my last paper. I going out with my classmates after the paper. Maybe next week, if not you find others."
What was I thinking? No wonder he kept 'LOL' back.

Deep apologies to Huimin. Sorry I cannot celebrate your birthday with you guys because of term tests. Promise I'll get you your favourite truffle soon. :))

Sorry classmates for not accompanying you all out to study till late because I really have to watch TV from 7pm-11pm if not I will die.

Ok I must recover my lost sleep. I'll be sleeping for the next 30 hours.


一个人喝不完的汽水 应该交给谁?



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