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I stand in between both solstice; slashed, tortured, LOST.




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Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.

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Since 1 Oct 2007





Saturday, October 27, 2007

Morning tutorials cancelled. Pon-ed lectures because SF needed help so I rushed down to HQ while on my way to school. Settled the problem like an hour. I think I'm going crazy, I'm still taking it as it comes.

I met Howard for lunch before he went off for school. Realised the bug manifestation problem wasn't over. Anyway, I'm glad that my 67 page proposal was approved, my efforts paid off.

I hope problems will cease soon. And I hope THEY cease to exist.

First week of school was ok, minus the fact that my pockets were ripped and and and.....

I'm dying..



Dear passerby, whoever you are, I'm not against you or what. I'm not trying to insinuate anyone or anything, just blogging what I feel. After all, everything's over now. ****** did many things he shouldn't have even with that rank of his. It depends on one's perspective actually. If he is that great in your eyes, there wouldn't be so many people out there hating him, scolding him in their blogs, detesting him.
If you are one of his favourites, try putting yourself in our shoes and think. I'm not trying to say that he is evil to large extent or what, as indeed I've learnt quite a lot from him. His methods, to a certain extent, is wrong. His way of sieveing out the best is somehow wrong, by going his way, he had driven out some of the bests ones, the ones who really have potential, are gone. The once happy, strong and lively 4th Batch was diminished. So small that we couldn't have a POP, but that doesn't mean we can't have the plaque and CCA certificate. I'm sorry to say that me and my friends are deeply disappointed with the higher authority that they failed to realise these. And now the 5th batch only has 2 person? That is ridiculous. Forbidding 1st, 2nd and 3rd batch to return? Sad. It's over now, the least you can do is help us get what we weren't given, if you are one of us, if you can't, then I have nothing more to say.
What I said above, is just my opinion, not trying to attack anyone. Thanks unknown, anonymous and nameless for your comments, even though I don't know who you are. :)



I'm losing it.



(2:38 AM);
I made my mark