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I stand in between both solstice; slashed, tortured, LOST.




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Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.

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Since 1 Oct 2007





Tuesday, October 23, 2007

First day of school~~!
Quite fun, full of laughter as usual. :D

My timetable sucked. My lesson starts at 12pm. Met Chris, Hoon, Chester, Jel and Rayna for brunch before heading for lessons. Laughed over meal as usual, especially at Hoon and Rayna as they are the most gullible ones. Hoon was being irritating, goes up to people who wears two(or more) layers and say, "eh, 新加坡下雪啊?"
And most of the replies she got back was, "LT 很冷!" HAHA! Ok that's true. Some LT are really freezing cold that I have to be carried out for thawing when lecture ends.

12pm Engineering Mathematics 2 Lecture. And guess who I saw?
Wei Siang and James!~ LOL. Same lecture~
Everyone expecting to slack a little because first day of new semester, but the lecturer went straight into teaching. Limits of Functions. It's quite abstract, but got the hang of it after a few practices.

Went for next lecture Airport Operations and Management by Abbas. And then there's Problem Solving and Process Skills by WongVC. Sianed~ Just like another WRTORAL. WongVC a little weird, and she thought we were all from different class and we all kept quiet, so we did ice-breaking :S.

Realised many of us got into Management of Enterprise for CDS, but we all different class. Went for lecture and guess what, the lecturer is WongVC. ~~~ And Rayna was super horrified to realise that her tutor is WongVC too, and made a weird noise. Alex appealed for change of class and changed to Rayna's class. I'm alone.

Today expected to end at 8pm.
I'm wondering how my new MOE classmates will be like. This is important because it will be a group work. Bade goodbye to all my friends and we head to our own MOE room. EN 13-4-32. Walked along the long and eerie corridor, no sign of life~ couldn't find Room 32, but alas, at the end of the corridor near the exit. Opened the door and surprise! Saw Alex Lim there. No ice-breaking and stuff, just introduction. 15 minutes and buzzed off home. On the way my slipper strap broke and couldn't walk. So I teleported home.

Some of my other modules for this semester are Airline Operations and Management, Project Management and Total Building Performance.

Sometimes I wonder if I would be better off if I had chosen the JC route. But I don't think I regretted on this decision of coming polytechnic, for I have made it into one of the prestigious courses in poly, and among all polys. And I'm okay with this, not really my ambition, but I don't hate it either. Paul Yap's going to raise the standard even more. I disagree that polytechnic education is useless, like what some of my JC friends say. I don't feel ashame studying in polytechnic and I hope you JC people stop looking down on us. In fact, all the people in my course are JC-qualified, but we chose to do diploma instead of pursuing 'A' Levels. Nothing wrong with that. I'm unhappy when some JC people laugh at the notes I'm studying, like I'm doing what I really shouldn't do.

I may not make it to local University, given the very slim chances. But I can opt for overseas U or make do with the diploma, which, I think, is enough to secure me a managerial post in the industry(not enough!). Or somehow in future I may make a turn, to pursue what I really want to do. And if i fail, at least I have something to fall back on.

This semester is more stressful, and it will be more stressful as we go on next and next and next semester. The good thing is the people in this course are nice and fun! And TP is the place to be. :)))


Kept seeing "hot dude" Ryan flying around Compass Point and scare me and Jun Fei and Shahirah. Concentrate on your 'O's la..





你不要误会
我只是有点累
却没时间崩溃~~



(11:58 PM);
I made my mark