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Before you, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars - points of light and reason. And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.

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Sunday, September 30, 2007

And so I woke up early in the morning before dawn breaks and dragged myself to meet them at Compass Point for breakfast. There's Xavier, Amanda, Rayna, Jiamin, Joanna, Wendy and Kiat Ming. And to my surprise, Desmond was there too. LOL! Didn't expect him to be here! We were rushing through breakfast because we were going to be late. And another surprise! Lingtong appeared out of nowhere! I was shocked. After that two surprises I was fully awake. Rayna didn't tell me because she wants to surprise me, so I asked her who's still coming. She said no more and actually Jasmine wanted to come LOL! And so Lingtong and I started wrestling each other all the way there. More and more friends started to join us.

And then Rayna, for no reason, started the Compassvale VS North Vista story again and she narrate it to an ex-Vistarian over there. !@#$%^&* Credits to stupid Chester.

And so we dominated the whole of Bus 163. On board, there's this little boy from Fernvale Pri and Rayna tried to make friends with him but failed miserably. LOL! The boy just ignored her all the way. We were joined by more friends on the way and the whole bus was so noisy.

We reached there quite on time, faster start preparing in the hall. We were supposed to blow a lot of balloons for the games later. But me and Desmond sneaked away and we went to the toilet. The toilet so nice! Everything so small and the walls and cubicle doors were painted. And the water-cooler is so short I have to bend fully down to drink. And we talked and talked because we don't want to blow balloons. After the rest finished blowing, we went into the hall. A few children had come in and play with the balloons, and also bursting some. So we have to bundle up the balloons using the strings and put aside. 10 in 1 bundle. And we were surprised to see Huiying and Irene are here too.

Turned out there's only 60 kids, 4 groups;15 per group. And my group was Spongebob. First there's a skid put up by Lemmuel and friends, to convey the message of 'Joy of Sharing'. The kids were so excited at everything. After that was games, something like TP FO Final Clash, except that they need to step on each other's balloons, which is their "life". Lame. Different group, different colour name tag, but the emcees got everything wrong. They told the kids Yellow is Barney, Purple is Spongebob. So all the Spongebobs became purple and the Barneys are yellow. And Elmo is not red anymore. Luckily Spongebobs are good boys and girls; they listen to what I say. The other groups are giving their GLs hell. Only me, Joanna, Xavier, Jin Sheng, Wendy, Jiamin, Zijie, Amanda, Kiat Ming and Ting are the fortunate ones to be picked as GLs.

Me and Joanna forgot to take our group's balloons, so we ran to take. On the way saw Zijie, he took a few bundles and gave one to me. And Joanna, expecting him to give her one too, thanked him, but Zijie says "Err.. Go there and take yourself." and walked away. LOOOLLLLLLLL!! She's damn pissed off and embarrassed, and I couldn't stop laughing at what just happened. And the game started, I will not blog about it because it's too lame. Eagle went around bursting their balloons, making them very unhappy.

After games was another skid, this time longer and nicer, because of Bao MeiLi, Hamster and Handsome. The skid was so funny, partly because the kids were so excited and kept running up to get a closer look at the actors. And so excited when the actors throw things. And also some naughty ones who shout crude remarks at them. LOL! We were so amazed.
"He don't like you because you so fat!"
"Wa lau eh, you so ugly!"
"Because you suck!"
We were all flabbergasted by their remarks. So funny. I don't remember being like that when I was their age. The actors and actresses were quite professional as they weren't affect by the remarks. But the skid was real funny, we couldn't stop laughing.

After that we went to canteen for lunch. I was sitting with this group of Primary 5 boys and they ask me a lot of questions like,
"Where are you studying?"
"You go NS already? You got take gun?"
"Which one is your girlfriend?"
"PSLE difficult or not?"
"Why you so skinny?"
Irritating. Asked a lot of weird questions. But sometimes they are very funny. You can see the innocence in them. We started throwing water at one another when washing hands. And then we went to play ball. The rest were playing their own games with their own kids. So I throw the balloons here and there and they went to catch. Then we ran here and there nothing to do, end up in basketball court and played basketball with a volleyball, which unintentionally became a soccer match. They grabbed me whenever I have the ball HAHA!

It's time to go up to the hall to assemble and they call me to piggyback all of them up because Desmond and the rest were piggyback-ing his kids upstairs. But I rejected them flatly because I have to carry other things. We all gather in the hall for debrief. The kids got goodies bags by the sponsors. The goodies bag is real good! All types of stationery, pens, pencils, mechanical pencils, lead, stapler, staples, protractor, glue, correction fluid, correction tape, paper clips, penknife, compass, set squares, rulers, erasers, markers, scissors, post-its, EVERYTHING! And all quite good quality. And also LOTS of sweets and stickers. And also kites for them to fly. They ask me how to play with it. And there's a Pikachu on the kite. One of the boys came asking me,
"Can I change this?"
"Why?"
"Because this Pikachu is a girl."
"Huh???? How you know?"
"See." And he pointed at the eyelashes. Tsk! So I went to help look for a "boy" but realised all were "girls".
"Don't have." And he rolled his eyes and stalked away, like it's my fault Pikachus have eyelashes.

And debrief blah blah blah and phototaking. There's this small boy who called Rayna "Siaonehneh" in front of all of us. LOL! And we started calling her that. HAHAHA!!
Dismissal! Again the whole big group of us squeezed into Bus 163. All of us dropped at Compass Point and talk talk talk for a long time before we separated. Left me, Rayna, Desmond and Joanna. And we went to find Chester because he's at the polyclinic. MC for PACEsetters because he's sick.

We lunched together at Kopitiam, despite my food poisoning experience there. If you want to know which stall, ask me personally. We talked a lot and ate for very long. Chester talked about PACEsetters. The rest of us were relieved that we got brushed off at the first round of interview HAHA.
Today was okay. A little better than what I'd expect. As long as there's SEAL points. LOL! Actually going to meet Jun Hao they all for mahjong but didn't. Went home and slept instead.

I should shut. Going out.



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